ROMAJI LYRICS 
soba ni ite mo hanareteite mo 
saigo ni nakasareru no wa itsumo watashi 
nanonidoushitemo nashi ni dekinai 
ittai dou naru koto ga shiawasena no ka 
 
fukai umi no soko ni ochiteyuku shikou 
 
suki dakara kirai 
teiuka daikirai 
haretsushi souna jiritsu shinkei 
itami to kaikan 
soshite mata itami 
memai ga suru hodo nayamashiiyo 
konna sekai dake ga watashi wo ikasu 
 
isso de awanakereba yokatta 
nani mo shiranakereba motto rakudatta 
hitori bocchi de shupurehikooru 
zetsubou no donzoko ni kibou wo nokoshite 
 
subete wo sarake daseru no wa koko 
 
suki dakara kirai 
teiuka daikirai 
haretsushi souna jiritsu shinkei 
itami to kaikan 
soshite mata itami 
tsuyoi kusuri ga nai to dameda 
konna sekai ni dare ga shichatta ndesu ka ? 
 
suki dakara kirai 
teiuka daikirai 
haretsushi souna jiritsu shinkei 
itami to kaikan 
soshite mata itami 
horane ketsuatsu ga mata rankouka 
konna sekai dake ga watashi no subete
 
  
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ENGLISH TRANSLATION 
Whether we are together or not 
The one who is crying in the end is always me 
But no matter what I can’t be without her 
How on earth can I become happy? 
 
I consider falling to the bottom of deep sea 
 
First love and then hate 
And I mean strong hate 
My nerves are going to explode 
Pain and pleasure 
and pain again 
I’m so distressed it makes me dizzy 
I can only keep living in such a world 
 
It would have been better if we didn’t meet 
It would be easier to not know anything 
Doing all alone choral speaking 
At the very bottom of despair a hope remains 
 
Here is the place to confess everything 
 
First love and then hate 
And I mean strong hate 
My nerves are going to explode 
Pain and pleasure 
and pain again 
Only strong medicine can help 
Who made the world to be like this? 
 
First love and then hate 
And I mean strong hate 
My nerves are going to explode 
Pain and pleasure 
and pain again 
Hey, blood pressure fluctuates violently again 
Such world is my all
 
  
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