ROMAJI LYRICS 
soba ni ite mo hanareteite mo 
saigo ni nakasareru no wa itsumo watashi 
nanonidoushitemo nashi ni dekinai 
ittai dou naru koto ga shiawasena no ka 
 
fukai umi no soko ni ochiteyuku shikou 
 
suki dakara kirai 
teiuka daikirai 
haretsushi souna jiritsu shinkei 
itami to kaikan 
soshite mata itami 
memai ga suru hodo nayamashiiyo 
konna sekai dake ga watashi wo ikasu 
 
isso de awanakereba yokatta 
nani mo shiranakereba motto rakudatta 
hitori bocchi de shupurehikooru 
zetsubou no donzoko ni kibou wo nokoshite 
 
subete wo sarake daseru no wa koko 
 
suki dakara kirai 
teiuka daikirai 
haretsushi souna jiritsu shinkei 
itami to kaikan 
soshite mata itami 
tsuyoi kusuri ga nai to dameda 
konna sekai ni dare ga shichatta ndesu ka ? 
 
suki dakara kirai 
teiuka daikirai 
haretsushi souna jiritsu shinkei 
itami to kaikan 
soshite mata itami 
horane ketsuatsu ga mata rankouka 
konna sekai dake ga watashi no subete
 
  
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ENGLISH TRANSLATION 
Whether we are together or not 
In the end, it's always me who ends up crying, 
But still, I can't help it, 
What is happiness, anyway? 
 
My thoughts sink to the bottom of a deep sea, 
 
I love you and therefore I hate you 
Or rather, I hate a lot, 
My nerves are going to explode 
Pain and pleasure, 
And more pain again, 
It's so frustrating I feel dizzy, 
This world is the only thing that keeps me alive 
 
If we never met, it would have been better, 
If I didn't know anything, it would have been easier, 
Doing all alone choral speaking 
Leaving hope at the bottom of despair 
 
The only place I can open up is here 
 
I love you and therefore I hate you 
Or rather, I hate a lot, 
My nerves are going to explode 
Pain and pleasure, 
And more pain again, 
I need strong medicine to survive, 
Who made the world to be like this? 
 
I love you and therefore I hate you 
Or rather, I hate a lot, 
My nerves are going to explode 
Pain and pleasure, 
And more pain again, 
Look, my blood pressure is going haywire again, 
This world is my everything
 
  
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